cigarette burns, capes, WOOP WOOP!

possible tattoo designs that i created on photo shop!

love

songs of desperation
I played them for you
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs

i'm really thinking about getting a tattoo on my wrist, its going to be a lil birdy. somewhat like this.
or i want this on the side of my hip -except instead of the 2 swallows im guessing they are swallows. ill have silhouettes of raven's flying.

so what do you think ??

Captain to Captain - I Heart Hiroshima

i have had the best weekend ever Christmas was spent with the Foran family and those sweethearts bought me Christmas presents! i felt so horrible as i did not buy them anything in return, but i will definitely be prepared next year!

so i met the BF's friends - and is it weird to say but i adore them already? they are such amazing people and so so SO much fun! majority of them are moving to Sydney next year so that is good...
oh i neglected to mention, i will be living with Jacob in Sydney i can not wait!
and some of his friends the ones i adore the most will still be in Parkes :( those friends being Nathan, Big Tom, Vance & Hicksy.

so i pretty much spent a 3 night 3 day weekend with Jake and it was the best fun ever, late nights early starts and a whole lot of consumption of alcohol. ah my poor liver, you will have to learn to drink like those boys! but for now i will treat you with water until this following weekend where i will again have another 3 day 3 night weekend as it will be a BRAND SPANKING NEW YEAR!! filled with spontaneous adventures, laughter, love & music
i can not wait!

i will upload the few photos we took this weekend as soon as jake puts them up :)

hope everyone's Christmas was just as splendid as i found mine!

And don't mind me if i get weak in the knees 'cause you have that effect on me, you do

So freaking happy right now its ridiculous! haha

i'm glad i gave me and my bf, Jacob a shot. because its proving to be the best thing ever! :)

i am spending christmas and christmas eve with ze boyfriend i am so excited! :D can't wait

edan deanie and myself :) this was taken before we went out the other night i love these girlies :D

"pill in my mouth ready to fall asleep... forever"

my mood is a tad somber

parents are so disappointed in me. i just want to spiral out of control and show them something to be truly disappointed about.

why can't they look on the positive side? atleast i finished Year 12
at least i want to go to uni... well did want to go. right now I'm not really sure what i want to do.

Oh 9 in a nut shell

January - Rowdy, Sex, Parties & Cigarettes
February - Serious, Shock, Adjusting
March - Stress + Fun & Games
April - Crushes & Movies
May - More Stress & Love
June - Sad Sad Sad, Stress
July - More Unhappiness
August - Moody, Sleeplessness; borderline Insomnia?
September - Anger, Annoyance, Helplessness, Heart Break, Stress
October - love triangle, sleaziness, sex.
November - HSC, sex sex sex & scare
December - Happiness, Tears & Perhaps Love?

throughout this important year, i have stressed beyond imagination,
and ud expect me to say in the end it was all for nothing
well this isnt quiet my happy ending
i stressed beyond imagination for a reason.
because i did not get a high enough mark to get into uni.
thankgod to my dearest big sis cousin Carmen
whose going to help me work through it all
im going to uni.
cept im doing unitrack

i can't wait to do my course!

bachelor of design in visual communication :)
also i got my belly button re-pierced :D

hopes & dreams

so today would most probably been the worst day of my life.
i found out my ATAR and it informed me that i wasn't eligible to even get into university

i cried my eyeballs out

and then my darling dearest cousin Carmen talked me through what i needed to do and etc etc

and now everything is peaches and cream

:)

and tonight i get to see my boyfriend :D yay!

God Damn You're Beautiful

Abbey Lee Kershaw your long wavey locks entice me

Untitled

Its almost 4 am!


all i can think about is you... i feel guilty for it. because i belong to someone else. It's an impossible situation. so i need to move on. but that seems almost impossible..I wish my room looked like this, i especially love the jewels stuck on the television :)

i adore this outfit, not so much the sunglasses but everything else - Yes Please :)

A wise man once said

"Nothing is original. Steal from anywhere that resonates with inspiration or fuels your imagination. Devour old films, new films, music, books, painting, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water light and shadows. Select only things to steal from that speak directly to your soul. If you do this, your work (and theft) will be authentic. Authenticity is invaluable; originality is non-existent. And don't bother concealing your thievery - celebrate it if you feel like it. In any case, always remember what Jean-Luc Godard said: 'it's not where you take things from - it's where you take things to'." - Jim Jarmusch

i have a boyfriend.

feels strange... all a bit surreal.. but its nice. i'm happy :)

Hey lisa, i also love Natasha poly :)

So if you flash your heart, I won't mistreat it.

Our, love, was lost
In the rumor around the things
You, You've been dreaming of
Keep me in mind
When your ready
I am here
To take you every-time

I Have a new magazine crush ~ RUSSH
I love it Sick, the layout is awesome and the articles are all good reads.

I think im going to treat myself and subscribe to it for next year. :)

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So, I said I understand if you don't reply... well I lied.

From Her Lips, I Heard Her Say 'Can I Have You?'

-SIGH- all i can think about is you!

i hate that there is pretty much a 0% chance i will ever see you again. unless you come back to Australia... or i move to England... but what are the chances of that??

it, well sort of hurts; as in; makes me sad... I know that I don't know you all that well, but I know how I feel when I'm with you...

Safe, Happy and Beautiful and a million other things rolled into one!

How often does one come across another that makes them feel that way??
I believe that its something so rare, and special that not everyone would get to experience this.


I wonder if you feel the same way?


I remember waking up next to you, in your arms, thinking i wish this moment would last forever. i could spend all day every day doing nothing with you, and without a doubt in my mind it would be those days that I'd always remember.

So I guess this all sounds so cheesy.. But I really just needed to say all that.

Well.. I guess all there is left to say is..

Good Luck with all your endeavors, I know you will make the most of everything you do!

Maybe if it's meant to be we will cross paths again.. but until then I guess ill be missing you..

Love Always, Ravenn

my one and only advice is coke coca-cola and ice!

i bought a new set of rings today, and i like them very muchly :)I watched factory girl last night, and i have fallen inlove with sienna miller more than ever. and the character of edie sedgwick, her tale was such a beautiful disaster.
after watching this movie i am craving to own a long sleeve backless dress, which sienna is sporting bellow.

i cannot wait till tomorrow so then i can finally get my docs appointment and see whats wrong with me! i feel like I've been punched in the face :(

i'm sick :(

too late to save myself.

its almost 1am, and i am so so tired but i can't sleep.

if your wondering what the title of this blog is about..
well to be frank, i once met an english man and he made me feel so beautiful
inside and out.
and now hes gone.. back to England...

time is ever so precious. everything revolves around it really.. there's such things as perfect timing
bad timing, wasting time, being ahead of it.

im glad i made the choice to stay with him that night.
because if i didn't i would have regretted it.
i wish i could show you all a picture of him
he is absolutely gorgeous.

I wish... i could pull of red lipstick this well!I have to say its unfair, cause shes a model.. and well im not white. i find people with light coloured skin suit red lipstick and nail polish beautifully! now i do love being tanned and what not. but sometimes i wish i was white. LOL

schoolies OH NINE

SO me and 3 friends ventured down to sydney for the weekend, and here are some photos of our loverly trip.

our 2 tic tacs and on our very long train ride..

bored on the train..

on the bus on our way to DFO

yes, it is what it looks like, we went to an adult store..

having a break from shopping~jazz got sunnies and we took pics in them :) haha

my first cocktail, and its a cosmo! :D feelin like carrie .. just a lil bit haha

me and my cousins all ready to go clubbing :) my first time ever!me and anita :)
me and carmen having a vodka sunrise at star bar..
aww family :)

the end

im too tired!

Art Exhibition

so tonight HSC major works of my school (RBCC) were displayed at the fabulous coffee shop, Mezzanine

some of my favourites are as follows. im apologising for the crap quality photos, i didn't wanna use flash.


by steph dukes
also by steph dukes
by steph brown
by rachel allenby aaron ward


Two of my photo's are being sold :) one of them is the photo at the top of my blog. the model in that photo is carl tencate if anyones wondering it took a trampoline alot of editing and a brave face! and the second photo is bellow
model is Edan Ellison :)

you can see the rest of my art major on my deviantart site.

http://esraven.deviantart.com

enjoy :)

"songs of desperation, i played them for you" - the temper trap

The Temper Trap AT the Aria's were EPIC tonight! Love Love Loveeeeeeee!


AH my love life is in the complete utter shitter atm i dont know wtf is going on and i have shoulder pains and its not helping the situation i think im just stress overload. ok enough of my ranting heres a photo :)

this outfit is LOVE, its tres simple but those heels just kick it up to another level!

We are lost You and I, unseen and not seeing, unheard and not hearing, unknown by others.

Graduation

twas a awesome night :) didnt get to bed till the early AM hours, loved our last hurrah before we go our seperate ways.

i love you class of '09

We've lost romance, this world; its turned so see through.

It's Summer and I am loving it sick!
went tanning in Abby's Pool today it was lovely the sun really takes the energy out of me though i have to admit.

picture found on flickr, but edited by me :)

Graduation tomorrow will upload photos asap. <3

I Can Transform Ya

chris brown has made a good come back :) and is lookin rather fineeee.

Speaking of looking fine, i hope to look so, for my Graduation this Saturday :) i had my trial hair done this week !
heres some photos, it will look more polished on the dayAND ALSSSOOO i FINALLY recieved my MARC JACOBS SUNNIES :D



not the best photo i admit, but i love them :)

i feel rich wen i wear them hahaha

oh i got jewelry for grad as well i got this awesome earrings and a few silver bangles :)

anyway that is all

ciao bella. xx