too late to save myself.

its almost 1am, and i am so so tired but i can't sleep.

if your wondering what the title of this blog is about..
well to be frank, i once met an english man and he made me feel so beautiful
inside and out.
and now hes gone.. back to England...

time is ever so precious. everything revolves around it really.. there's such things as perfect timing
bad timing, wasting time, being ahead of it.

im glad i made the choice to stay with him that night.
because if i didn't i would have regretted it.
i wish i could show you all a picture of him
he is absolutely gorgeous.

I wish... i could pull of red lipstick this well!I have to say its unfair, cause shes a model.. and well im not white. i find people with light coloured skin suit red lipstick and nail polish beautifully! now i do love being tanned and what not. but sometimes i wish i was white. LOL